a new school year

I woke up at 4:00 a.m. this morning with an anxious feeling in my stomach.  Why can't summer last a little longer and why do I have to send my children to school for 7 hours every day!!  So what have I done since 4:00 a.m.??  I have cleaned my house, looked back through this blog, cried because my kids are getting big and I feel like I'm not properly documenting everything, started documenting some things with a new resolution to be better at keeping a journal and a scrapbook, am now I'm going to go back to bed, it's only 5:30 and I might be able to sleep a little longer ... maybe ... if only my stomach butterflies would go away.